Ed leans and kisses and this time he manages to quiet his mind before he loses it, because he wants this. He wants Oswald to know that despite how broken and damaged and messed up he is, he still wants this, with Oswald.

Is he happy?

"Yes." More than he's ever known before, so yes, he's happy. He kisses Oswald again. "Even when I'm scared with you, I'm still happy because I'm with you."