[He doesn't expect Ed to understand what he doesn't, either, about himself. Kissing is blissfully uncomplicated in comparison, and when he slides into Ed's, mouths slotting together, it's as though his entire life has built up to this one moment.]

I trust you, Ed... [He says again, a whisper against slickened lips. He lifts a hand to drape Ed's.] And I respect you. Which is why... I feel I can safely leave it to you to decide how we shall make the most of our time together. However... [he sucks in a quiet, shuddering breath] I... may need to step away in just a moment. For a little while.